41 Days: Still Processing Sunday

“Our fathers had the tent of witness in the wilderness, just as he who spoke to Moses directed him to make it, according to the pattern that he had seen. Our fathers in turn brought it in with Joshua when they dispossessed the nations that God drove out before our fathers. So it was until the days of David, who found favor in the sight of God and asked to find a dwelling place for the God of Jacob. But it was Solomon who built a house for him. Yet the Most High does not dwell in houses made by hands, as the prophet says,

“‘Heaven is my throne,
and the earth is my footstool.
What kind of house will you build for me, says the Lord,
or what is the place of my rest?
Did not my hand make all these things?’”

Acts 7:44-50 (ESV)

Conclusions from Pastor Randy’s sermon on Acts 7:44-53:

  1. Israel’s history is one long story of their stubborn, rebellious tendency to reject God’s gracious dealings with them.
  2. Israel’s history has been characterized by limiting worship to a sacred placed, rather than a sacred person.
  3. We must take great care that we are not guilty of the same things!
  4. We should faithfully imitate Stephen’s bold witness, rather than have undue concern for our own safety or protection.

I don’t know. For the most part, what Pastor Randy said about this portion of Stephen’s defense before the Sanhedrin was supportive of the Tabernacle and the later Temples, including the idea that Ezekiel’s temple is literal and not figurative, and will someday exist in Jerusalem.

On the other hand, I’m bothered by the “either/or” concept of “Israel’s history has been characterized by limiting worship to a sacred placed, rather than a sacred person.” I think it would be valid to say that there were times in Israel’s history when they were faithless and even when offering sacrifices in the Temple, did so only to pay “lip service” to the commandments, while their hearts were far from God. But I don’t think that Israel’s temple service was always without value. Point 2 above seems to imply that rather than the Temple, the Jewish people should always have been focused on the Messiah, but didn’t God command Israel to build the Tabernacle? Didn’t the Shekhinah inhabit first the Tabernacle (Exodus 40:34-38) and later Solomon’s Temple (1 Kings 8:10-12)?

Did Jesus replace the Temple? But then Pastor believes Ezekiel’s Temple will be built, so can he believe that?

The title of the sermon was something like “Putting God in a Box.” I think the idea was that it’s a bad thing to put limits on God in any sense, but I never really got the impression that throughout the history of the Jewish people, anyone actually thought God was confined to the interior of the Mishkan (Tabernacle) or Temple. The Divine Presence, what most Christian Bibles translate as “the Glory of God,” was understood as a manifestation of God’s Presence without being perceived as anything like His totality. This is where understanding a little bit about Jewish mysticism and concepts such as the Ein Sof and Shekhinah would be helpful.

In Sunday school class, I did hear one gentlemen using examples of the specific type of clothing worn by Orthodox Jews and praying at the “wailing wall” (Kotel) as illustrations of Jews “putting God in a box.” It was one of the few times during class that I didn’t speak up, mainly because it would have taken too long to try to explain why those practices aren’t necessarily bad things (for Jews, anyway).

I was also a little disturbed about where I would lead such conversation if I allowed it to go down the predictable path. At the beginning of services, Pastor Randy reminded everyone that he would be leading a tour of Israel this coming spring and that “affordable prices” for airline tickets needed to be purchased by the end of this month. He was extremely supportive of Israel’s efforts in defending itself during the current crisis, and said that we should not let ourselves be put off in planning to visit in the spring because of what is happening right now.

As he went through the slide show of where the tour group would be visiting, the last place is to be Jerusalem, including stopping at the Kotel. How was I supposed to tell this fellow in Sunday school that when I saw the slides of the old city, that I have always desired to offer prayers to God at the Kotel? What would he say? How much more trouble would I stir up than I already had?

I know I don’t fit in to a Jewish community. I’m not Jewish and I’m not going act in such a way that pretends otherwise. But while I say that I’m a Christian because it’s the closest approximation of an accurate description of my faith, I don’t believe a Jewish devotion to the House of Prayer that God Himself requested and required of the Jewish people is a vain and empty effort, even relative to the person and power of the Jewish Messiah King.

And I don’t believe that Jews who choose to observe the mitzvot by a certain way of dress, or who honor their Creator by praying at the Kotel is “putting God in a box.”

Am I just looking for excuses for not going back to church? Maybe. I’ve already concluded that this particular church is about the closest I’ll ever come to finding what I’m looking for within the Christian world. If I blow it here, I’ve blown it completely. I knew I’d never find perfection, but then, what did I expect?

I just don’t know if I can agree with how Stephen’s defense is being interpreted. More from last Sunday’s study notes:

  1. They had accused him of reviling the Holy Place; He accused them of resisting the Holy Spirit. (vs 51)
  2. They had accused him of belittling the Law; He accused them of breaking the Law. (vs. 52a)
  3. They had accused him of making light of Moses, the man of God; He accused them of murdering Jesus, the Messiah of God. (vs. 52a-53)

Granted, Stephen was limiting his accusation to the Sanhedrin (as opposed to leveling it toward all Jews everywhere) in turning the accusations around to apply them to his accusers, but did he not defend the Temple, the Law, and Moses as well as the Messiah?

What am I doing here?

For the most part they were willing to support the state and to partake of the cultural bounty of the Hellenistic world, but they were unwilling to surrender their identity. They wished to “belong” but at the same time to remain distinct. Support for the state was not to be confused with the abnegation of nationalist dreams. Hellenization was not to be confused with assimilation. This tension is also evident in the social relations between Jews and gentiles.

-Shane J.D. Cohen
Chapter 2: Jews and Gentiles
Social: Jews and Gentiles, pg 37
From the Maccabees to the Mishnah, Second Edition

That’s not really describing me, but when I read this paragraph from Cohen’s book, I couldn’t help but think of my attempts at “belonging” in my current church context. However, at the same time do I want to remain distinct? Distinct as what?

I’ve described both Judaism and Christianity as cultures in addition to “faiths” (for lack of a better word). Judaism is notoriously difficult to define since it is a nation, a people, a faith, a culture, and an ethnicity, all rolled into one thing. Worse than that, Judaism encompasses multiple cultural and ethnic elements as well as variations on religious practices, but at its core, Jews will always be part of a single nation; Israel, because God has so ordained it.

By comparison, what is Christianity? It is primarily a religion, but it encompasses many “Christianities” and it has many different cultural and theological expressions. In the middle of all that, what identity do I have among them, and of what they teach, how much can I believe?

6 thoughts on “41 Days: Still Processing Sunday”

  1. It’ll be interesting to see how you grapple with the dissonance of being *part* of a group in which you don’t quite find yourself *belonging to*…though that seems to be the theme of your blogs over the years, and is why I am a faithful reader (and one who would be bummed if you disappeared entirely in 40 some days!) because it mirrors my own struggle to do the same. Whether in church or a HR congregation, there remains something niggling in the back of my brain that reminds me (rightly or wrongly, I’m not sure), that where I worship in part, defines who I am, and at the same time shouldn’t…I am an individual whom the Father has lead in a particular manner of walking out my faith, and I am accountable to obedience to His voice regardless of what others about me are hearing. Yet at the same time, there is a huge communal element to walking out one’s faith WITHIN community. How does one do that if at odds with the community one is in?

    I’m sure it comes down to humility and love, which is harder than it should be. 😐

  2. Humility and love are hard, Allison. It’s not something we human beings do very easily or very well. I guess that’s what makes it such a big deal when one of us can accomplish it and the rest of us try to emulate it. “No greater love…”

  3. James I’m reading through your post as you process thru every word and sentence that you and others say at your church trial (I’m calling it that because it seems every sentence is put up for scrutiny and interrogation). You went into this experiment with a time frame in your mind already. If I don’t feel connected, before this date…I’m out of here. You are a deep thinker and very analytical. That is good and bad when it comes to “church finding” Will we ever find a protestant congregation that fully embraces the Jewish people and views the scripture thru the Jewish lens of it’s writers. I seriously doubt it. Will we find nuggets along the way that encourage our own personal walk with God and understanding of the scripture…absolutely. I know you are looking for connection with others. It might not be the Sunday School class where you find your connections. It may be in a men’s group or participating in a church mission project. It is in the working and doing of your faith is where I believe you will bond with people. Not in a chair sitting in a SS room with your Bible on your lap trying to come up with the deepest thought and share the “nugget” of truth no one has ever thought of.
    Allison brings up a great point too. I too am “grappling” with which community to define myself by. I attend a Messianic Congregation and a Methodist church on Sundays. The area I live in is in the Bible Belt and there are churches everywhere. Our community prides itself on all the churches and activities, ministries available to meet the needs from the smallest children, to teens to the elderly etc. Many of the churches collaborate with each other on these activities. What would our town be like without all of these places of worship? I don’t know. I embrace all of this activity and my protestant church, although my heart hurts many times by the comments I hear when I attend. I also have to realize at the church I attend there are people there for many reason. Not all of them are spiritual. Their spouse makes them feel guilty…so they come. They want to make connections for business or personal advancement. They come to see and be seen. Or we’ll bring the kids for an hour on Sunday and show we are good parents. Honestly I look around and see those around me and think that about the people I see in my church. I shouldn’t judge their motives for attending. But I’m attending, taking notes, have my Bible opened looking up scripture and most are just sitting there with nothing. They don’t bring a Bible to church, so why are they there? I don’t know. Maybe they are just looking for a connection too or just putting in time thinking they are doing the right thing by being there.

  4. You are a deep thinker and very analytical. That is good and bad when it comes to “church finding”

    Thanks, Joy. That’s a very nice way of saying that I’m over analyzing my problem, which is very true. Must be my “Persian flaw.” As the next few days progress, I think you’ll see my thought process continue along these lines as I sort out these issues and move toward the coming Sunday. Sometimes I write just to be able to “think out loud,” so to speak.

  5. It sounds rather discouraging if being a deep analytical thinker is somehow inimical to the process of finding a suitable church community in which to fellowship. After all, what other choices are available to a thoughtful non-Jewish disciple of the Jewish Messiah? And, even if we were to identify such alternative choices, are we to write-off as hopeless all those Christians in all those unsuitable unintellectual church communities? I believe that is effectively the position adopted by a number of folks in some of those alternatives. Of course, right now you are evaluating your ability to interact with only one community, though presumably you pre-screened this one for at least some hope of its potential compatibility. It’s a little early to pass judgment on all such Christian church communities.

    One may embrace the role of an uncomfortable bearer of salt and light in a bland and dark place, where one receives little or no edifying support, or one may “shake the dust off one’s sandals” and seek supportive fellowship with more likeminded disciples. The first case then envisions virtually the entire Christian world (or at least one selected community) as a mission field and potentially a place of living martyrdom. (… been there; done that … did not want the T-shirt souvenir.) Some of the alternatives also offer great potential for that kind of approach, even though they might be a bit more thoughtful and a bit closer to or supportive of HaShem’s Torah principles and lifestyle. But you still have “40 days until Ninevah is destroyed” (or at least until you evaluate the outcome of your experiment), and I wouldn’t wish to distract you from continuing to give it your fullest attention and best efforts toward success by discussing alternatives. If that should become an issue after another 40 days, perhaps you’ll wish to discuss it then, along with other circumstances that make your situation different from that of other non-Jews, who do not bear responsibility for a Jewish spouse and/or Jewish children.

  6. Just to let everyone know, my parents are visiting through Sunday morning so my time on the Internet is going to be very limited. I don’t want to rush through everyone’s comments, so I’ll have to revisit all this later on. I hope you all have times of thanksgiving and sharing with your loved ones.


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